The First Steps

Diet Day: 2
Workout Day: 3 (break)--GRE study day
Current Weight: 227.8
Goal Weight: 145
lbs to goal: 82.8


Here we go again. I'm starting to feel like a small child who is determined to take their first steps, but keeps falling down into a crawling position and then gets frustrated and just starts crawling to get to where they need to go.

I've dieted before and been successful. Then, I gained the weight back and have struggled ever since. I'm tired of hearing the same old, same old, that I am fine and need to love myself for who I am and what I look like now, but to hell with the old and in with the new...sayings that is. You can't find anyone to love you if you don't love yourself and if you don't love yourself--then you need to work on changing what it is that you're unhappy with.

So, because I feel alone on my weight loss journey, I have decided to blog my thoughts, feelings, and whatever the heck is annoying me about this diet journey. Also, I want a distraction from anything else that I shouldn't be doing and a way to encourage myself to keep going. I'm sticking with the tried and true, Weight Watchers program that I was successful on once before, but this time--I'm not quitting as I have in recent years. This time, my journey to lose will not end in failure. It will end in success.